People don’t understand me lately they don’t understand why I can go on feeling like I do and seem so happy but in reality I’m freaking out I wanna cut I wanna drink I wanna break down I wanna lay in bed for weeks I wanna just cry until my eyes turn bloodshot I can’t handle the things going on the flash backs the memories it’s not easy I’m trying to cope but I can’t I want him around but I can’t have that and I’m hoping distance will make this easier on me but It may just get worse I may just go mad but oh well it’s okay I’m perfectly fine. A lot has gotten to me lately and I’m starting to get closer an closer to a break down.
God why do people post things with clowns I can’t fucking stand clowns aghhh I hate them so much !
things that are cute:
- when girls put their hair up in messy buns and there are a bunch of stray hairs hanging around their face/back of their neck
- when girls wear beanies
- when girls wear backwards baseball caps
- when girls do literally anything ever